and he keeps forgetting what he wrote down.

Monday, December 24, 2007

man its been a hectic weeeeeek. hahahahaha family reunions, church, outs, everything! its 20 mins to christmas, i intend to finish this by then i hope! hahaha. sleepover at gpyrules4eva's house! hahaha we were supposed to get a gift(min ten bucks) so cal, being nice and coming with me to service, recommended burberry perfume, which i maintain, is not for guys. okay lah be a New Age dude and wear scents lah! turned out to be waaaay above what i wanted to spend. admittedly, the box looked nice, though i dont see how pungent turgid liquid could be so prodiguously expensive! after that, crashing at kar's with cleo. hehehehe shes so easy to disturb hahaha its not too good a thing when your house is 3 doors down from church! after that, captains ball, where kar's self-proclamation of butter fingers proved a gross understatement. had fun though, running about and being smelly, whilst all of our eyes were numbed by the periodical showing of cal's CK boxers. after that, back to the 'rents facing all the aunties and uncles and nephews and nieces. food was good. family felt weird. maybe i'll elaborate some other time.. heh.

to peiyu's! first at j8, then to her pad. ahaha her house is realy nice. decor and all. too bad everything spoil door tv the owner also siao siao one explode when you say the word blunt :D

scenario one: stranger: hey guys! check out the new james BLUNT cd!
gpy flies into violent action, swirling on foothigh heels, chokeslams the poor soul, and doubly violently tears off his head.

my grammar needs work, i know. haha! there wasnt many pictures lah, because calimari wasnt there, who usually likes to take pictures, and lose at gambling, but she was too tired from her black christmas. man! haha i just wanna say a big thanks to all my wonderful friends out there, even those who didnt come :D thanks daniel cons for the cards, payyou for the hospitality and the snowglobe, and to all for your friendship :D merry christmas everybody! i really DID make those cards. just because i didnt bring them is not solid proof that i didnt. i promise, really, i did!

P.S. payyou is really really violent she flings pillows like a machine gun. thats why her biceps bigger than me now.. also, there was insufficient food and drinks and the aircon was not working well. :D

doodled @ 11:38 PM
Doodlebug ;JonChan

Saturday, December 01, 2007

complete-parachute band

Here I am, Oh God

I bring this sacrifice-

-my open heart.

I offer up my life.

I look to You, Lord

Your love that never ends

Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you, Lord

In Your strength will I break through, Lord

Touch me now, let your love fall down on me

And I will be complete in You.

Here I am, Oh God

I bring this sacrifice-

-my open heart.

I offer up my life.

I look to You, Lord.

Your love that never ends

Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord

And by faith, I will walk on, Lord

Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day,

And I will be complete in You

I look to You, Lord

Your love that never ends

Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord

In your strength will I break through Lord

Touch me now, let your love fall down on me

I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm I will hold on Lord

And I pray I will hold on, Lord

Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day

And I will be complete in You.

doodled @ 8:32 PM
Doodlebug ;JonChan

i made an lj this week, yet i've no idea what to put in it. haha, its weird to have certain posts reserved for friends, writing stuff specifically catered to them, its as if you want to provoke a planned response. then again, the idea of a private public blog is.. tantalizing, if ironic. ha! but me, im open, all my thoughts and feelings laid open to being savaged by the global internet audience. strangely, roadkill comes to mind.

doodled @ 8:19 PM
Doodlebug ;JonChan

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

the new skin. well, a draft of it anyway. ill add stuff at the top right, make it more landscapish also so dont have to scroll down so much to see the whole bg. also, export at better quality, ha! hope yall like it (: if not, TOO BAD. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

pray for many journey mercies and Godblessed times with the OCIP peeps and dance. :D

OH! and d, thanks for today (: it was well and truly worth the pangsei. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAgonnagetwhackedforthis

doodled @ 10:12 PM
Doodlebug ;JonChan

Saturday, November 17, 2007

cough, headache, fever, all that. aieeeeeeeee

doodled @ 4:57 PM
Doodlebug ;JonChan

on a lighter note,

calicalicalicaliforniaa

HAHAA this is damn funny. DANIEL CHUA! :D

princess and gmaid

HAHAHAHA laura's half closed eyes

gmaid was tired. daniel is very demanding. :P

great fun eh people! although 6 hour night cycling + gear1 all the way + infrequent exercise = very, very sore thighs and 5 new assholes. HA.

stupid UWC cheapos

doodled @ 1:18 PM
Doodlebug ;JonChan

Part 2. I never thought there'd be a part 2, i thought everything would've been settled by my goodbye post, didn't think you'd reply, and in that way too. I could think up so many ways to counter what you've said, and to twist all you've thrown at me back at you. But now i realize that i've just been arguing for the sake of arguing, maybe for the thrill of beating you in our arguements, because, honestly, you aren't very good at this. But whatever, that doesn't matter, the point is, i'm done. I don't want to argue anymore, because you can tell that this is just going to be arguements, contentions, and counters for a long time to come, and its going to ruin both our lives as we egg each other on into a magnificent downward spiral towards mediocrity. I'm not willing to do that, neither should you be. I hope whatever you said was before your sms, and that my reply somehow settled stuff. If you still want to talk, blame, counter stuff, i'll be happy to listen. But listening is all i offer now. :)

I thank God for the revelations and maturity he's given me to deal with this issue, and i pray that He will in turn open your eyes and change you, from nursing your scars and brooding about stuff you can't change, to looking forward to things you can. Its been a hard lesson learnt. But through this episode i've learnt a lot. Like how i can count on my friends, asking me how i'm doing, stuff like that. And how i trust them with painful, personal things. Thanks, you guys. :)

You asked me to give you your space. I will, and i'd like you to give me mine too. I'd appreciate if you didn't tag about me on others blogs, soph and dez and i dunno who elses. It also doesn't matter who you hate, i know it involves a teenage girl and a 43 year old man. I was caring for your person, i hope you make a uturn around sometime, preferably soon. :)

doodled @ 1:16 PM
Doodlebug ;JonChan